I hate it so much when people are like, 'Oh, I support gays' and then when they're faced with an actual gay person, they're like, 'Holy shit, get away from me, you freak!'. It's really annoying.
Sorry for the angry post. My bad. Just bored.
I actually always think of homosexuality between two men, not two women. But that's silly, isn't it? I think it's because homosexual males are more commons and homosexual females.
That's such a fun word to say and type; homosexual. Too bad we're not allowed to say it in school.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
Lycanthrope Topic: Jack Skelett
Among the people that I have written about in my entire life, I truly think that Jack Skelett is my least favored character. Ever. Even in Brightheart, Lostsoul and Destidra (three books I wrote prior to the Lycanthrope series) with Daisuke, I think Jack is twice as bad.
Firstly, Jack killed Tess and Felix, Victor, and eventually a lot of other people through Quail. He's a manipulative, evil, hated creature. I am a little impressed that I wrote something that I can hate so badly. Up till now, I've always had a bit of compassion and love for my characters; I've always felt that there is a speckle or crumble of good in them, a logical reason for their actions. Jack is just evil because...he's evil. He has no outward signs of needing power, but he craves the feeling of being in charge of people, having them under their control.
As much as I dislike him, I try to understand Jack as best as I can (I find it ironic that he's named after a children's game that uses a rubber ball and a dozen or so little pointy things). He's always been afraid to be under the influence of someone or something else, and this came from his father treating him very badly in Wolfsburg, Germany...two hundred million years ago (I kid, I kid, but honestly, Jack is an old piece of bacon...). As opposed to this, Victor Abend was born in Zeven, Germany, about 202km to the north of Wolfsburg. Jack was born to a family of successful businessmen and businesswomen, his father being one of the top bakers in Germany at the time. Because of malnutrition after childbirth, Jack resulted in being very thin and tall.
Jack's hunger for power has made him persuasive and quick minded, but being smart and being wise is not the same thing, no mater what the thesaurus says. Jack tends to not remember his mistakes and doesn't learn from them. He views other werewolves as tools to him and humans as little more than a moving source of food that never goes away. Someone told me once that he's seductive; and yes, I realized as I was rereading that Jack is very seductive and tries to use his charm to trick people into doing what he says. I mean, I don't know about you, but honestly, i would not be seduced by a 60+ old lycanthrope. *facepalm*
And anyway...Jack was kind of a pedophile anyway; he kept messing with Felix when they both managed to stay alive, and he did it discreetly, no one knew and Felix wasn't going to tell anyone. He was also very fond of Bshir, but whenever he tried to do stuff to Bshir, he was like 'Booooooy-yo, you be trippin'! And then of course Jack would try again later when Bshir was asleep. Jack be trippin'.
In all honestly, I want to admit that Jack was not going to be as bad as he is now when I created him. He was nice Jack...and then he just sort of fucked up on the inside and should've turned over and died but didn't because he be trippin' and such. So yeah. That damn German is like a cockroach; he doesn't die.
Firstly, Jack killed Tess and Felix, Victor, and eventually a lot of other people through Quail. He's a manipulative, evil, hated creature. I am a little impressed that I wrote something that I can hate so badly. Up till now, I've always had a bit of compassion and love for my characters; I've always felt that there is a speckle or crumble of good in them, a logical reason for their actions. Jack is just evil because...he's evil. He has no outward signs of needing power, but he craves the feeling of being in charge of people, having them under their control.
As much as I dislike him, I try to understand Jack as best as I can (I find it ironic that he's named after a children's game that uses a rubber ball and a dozen or so little pointy things). He's always been afraid to be under the influence of someone or something else, and this came from his father treating him very badly in Wolfsburg, Germany...two hundred million years ago (I kid, I kid, but honestly, Jack is an old piece of bacon...). As opposed to this, Victor Abend was born in Zeven, Germany, about 202km to the north of Wolfsburg. Jack was born to a family of successful businessmen and businesswomen, his father being one of the top bakers in Germany at the time. Because of malnutrition after childbirth, Jack resulted in being very thin and tall.
Jack's hunger for power has made him persuasive and quick minded, but being smart and being wise is not the same thing, no mater what the thesaurus says. Jack tends to not remember his mistakes and doesn't learn from them. He views other werewolves as tools to him and humans as little more than a moving source of food that never goes away. Someone told me once that he's seductive; and yes, I realized as I was rereading that Jack is very seductive and tries to use his charm to trick people into doing what he says. I mean, I don't know about you, but honestly, i would not be seduced by a 60+ old lycanthrope. *facepalm*
And anyway...Jack was kind of a pedophile anyway; he kept messing with Felix when they both managed to stay alive, and he did it discreetly, no one knew and Felix wasn't going to tell anyone. He was also very fond of Bshir, but whenever he tried to do stuff to Bshir, he was like 'Booooooy-yo, you be trippin'! And then of course Jack would try again later when Bshir was asleep. Jack be trippin'.
In all honestly, I want to admit that Jack was not going to be as bad as he is now when I created him. He was nice Jack...and then he just sort of fucked up on the inside and should've turned over and died but didn't because he be trippin' and such. So yeah. That damn German is like a cockroach; he doesn't die.
Movies: Obsessed
As awkward as a relationship can get, this pretty much takes it to the extreme. Very aptly named Obsessed and as much as my parents are hesitant to let anyone see it, I'm actually very curious. And we all need a good cat fight now and again, don't we?
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Lycanthrope Topic: Quail
Er...just because I probably won't remember some things next week...or to post next week at all. And I'm on a writer's block on my novel. Shut up, you!
Quail. Is. Not. Evil. I can't tell you how many people are telling me that Quail is an evil werewolf. I get so frustrated. I'm not trying to create an evil character out of Quail (but sometimes it seems that way, doesn't it... sadnessness...). I try to show the confusion in his life; let's all admit that his life up to now has been pretty...fucked up. I mean, let's list them below:
Quail. Is. Not. Evil. I can't tell you how many people are telling me that Quail is an evil werewolf. I get so frustrated. I'm not trying to create an evil character out of Quail (but sometimes it seems that way, doesn't it... sadnessness...). I try to show the confusion in his life; let's all admit that his life up to now has been pretty...fucked up. I mean, let's list them below:
- His brother (Felix, whom will be blogged about at later date whenever I care to) is bisexual and he's incredibly neurotic.
- Mother ran away from home after discovering that Quail was a lycanthrope and was killed by a car
- Father was a pyromaniac and tried to kill Quail and Felix with a lighter and a lot of mower fuel
- He himself is an undead, insane mess.
- He had Jack in his life. The End. Case Closed. Nuff Said.
Anyway...Quail is sort of really ticklish around his underchin and his sides and armpits...so if you poke him or tickle him there, it's funny to watch him giggle. If you can imagine Quail giggling. I can't. Honestly. I can't think of him...giggling...*shudders* He likes the smell but hates the taste of strawberries... And he's allergic to lavender.
I'll add more later. Too lazy now *sleeps*.
Lycanthrope Topic: Bshir
I hope to post a Lycanthrope Topic weekly...but I might not get around to that, especially if i get grounded again.
A while ago, a friend and I were talking about Bshir; how life would be for him. Well, obviously things would be a bit more difficult for him than a person who's sizes are normal. An 8 foot, 4 inch guy will not be able to slip through a doorway as easily as a 6 foot guy (Bshir has gotten stuck in a doorway before, and he had to wait for Akira to help him out XP). As well as that, you have to think about how difficult it must be for him to find clothes that accurately fit him. If he went up to a cashier and asked for a size XXXXL in men's jeans, she's probably be like: 'BOOOOOY-YO, you be trippin'. I ain't selling that shit.' Which would result in a *facepalm* from Bshir. Sucks.
Which makes me wonder how much work he hd to go through to find a tailor that was willing to make his clothes that big for a reasonable price. I mean, he could go running around nude, but then everyone would be like *facepalm* and Bshir would fail. Good thing he never considered going around nude...unless he's actually trippin'*. And then we should probably call a doctor. because if Bshir be trippin', we have some worrying to do. Good thing he's got the alcohol tolerance of...a rock. I mean, he could stay a wolf all his life, but then it'd freak the world out because...well, Bshir's a big wolf for god's sake. So it's a good thing that Yuki is teaching Molly how to sew big pieces of fabric together. I can only imagine how bad it would be for Bshir when he was growing ten or twelve inches a year; that's a small fortune on clothes right there, not to mention food cost...It's really lucky that he's slowed down a lot. But he best be loving Yuki until the end of time...for all the sewing she has to do for him. Lucky for Yuki that he doesn't need to eat much human food; a couple deer in a week and he's cool.
And then there's the issue of kissing him; it sounds crude, and it is a little bit, but still, it's something that I want to address. Bshir is so tall; he's have to, like, get down on a knee to kiss someone because, honestly, no one can stand on their tippy-toes that much. It's pretty much impossible. Which is why there's the Irish leader, Harely, because...no one's tall enough for him (Harley is...yeah seven feet, seven inches... sum like that).
I always wonder what it'd be like and how the story would differ if Bshir was a bad guy. He would pose as a much bigger threat than Jack, who--in all honesty--I could probably break in half with my widdle hands. I don't know why I made him so thin. Maybe it's because I wanted him to be in extreme contrast with Bshir; noisy, nosey, bossy, confident and power hungry. Bshir is calmer, quieter and he's more of a 'You-do-that-just-don't-end-up-killing-yourself-kay-thanQ-bai-now' sort of guy, you know? I do like their argument scene, though, when they're talking like 'civilized people' and trying to to kill each other and Bshir ends up stabbing Jack in the hand with a fork (because sporks don't to much damage and knives are cliche...). Bshir never was much fond of Jack, so...
But Bshir becomes a lot more parental in the second book...because of his two pups and then because of Haru...because Haru is kind of really very stupid. *hug a retard day*
*trippin' (v) the experience produced by taking a hallucinogenic drug
A while ago, a friend and I were talking about Bshir; how life would be for him. Well, obviously things would be a bit more difficult for him than a person who's sizes are normal. An 8 foot, 4 inch guy will not be able to slip through a doorway as easily as a 6 foot guy (Bshir has gotten stuck in a doorway before, and he had to wait for Akira to help him out XP). As well as that, you have to think about how difficult it must be for him to find clothes that accurately fit him. If he went up to a cashier and asked for a size XXXXL in men's jeans, she's probably be like: 'BOOOOOY-YO, you be trippin'. I ain't selling that shit.' Which would result in a *facepalm* from Bshir. Sucks.
Which makes me wonder how much work he hd to go through to find a tailor that was willing to make his clothes that big for a reasonable price. I mean, he could go running around nude, but then everyone would be like *facepalm* and Bshir would fail. Good thing he never considered going around nude...unless he's actually trippin'*. And then we should probably call a doctor. because if Bshir be trippin', we have some worrying to do. Good thing he's got the alcohol tolerance of...a rock. I mean, he could stay a wolf all his life, but then it'd freak the world out because...well, Bshir's a big wolf for god's sake. So it's a good thing that Yuki is teaching Molly how to sew big pieces of fabric together. I can only imagine how bad it would be for Bshir when he was growing ten or twelve inches a year; that's a small fortune on clothes right there, not to mention food cost...It's really lucky that he's slowed down a lot. But he best be loving Yuki until the end of time...for all the sewing she has to do for him. Lucky for Yuki that he doesn't need to eat much human food; a couple deer in a week and he's cool.
And then there's the issue of kissing him; it sounds crude, and it is a little bit, but still, it's something that I want to address. Bshir is so tall; he's have to, like, get down on a knee to kiss someone because, honestly, no one can stand on their tippy-toes that much. It's pretty much impossible. Which is why there's the Irish leader, Harely, because...no one's tall enough for him (Harley is...yeah seven feet, seven inches... sum like that).
I always wonder what it'd be like and how the story would differ if Bshir was a bad guy. He would pose as a much bigger threat than Jack, who--in all honesty--I could probably break in half with my widdle hands. I don't know why I made him so thin. Maybe it's because I wanted him to be in extreme contrast with Bshir; noisy, nosey, bossy, confident and power hungry. Bshir is calmer, quieter and he's more of a 'You-do-that-just-don't-end-up-killing-yourself-kay-thanQ-bai-now' sort of guy, you know? I do like their argument scene, though, when they're talking like 'civilized people' and trying to to kill each other and Bshir ends up stabbing Jack in the hand with a fork (because sporks don't to much damage and knives are cliche...). Bshir never was much fond of Jack, so...
But Bshir becomes a lot more parental in the second book...because of his two pups and then because of Haru...because Haru is kind of really very stupid. *hug a retard day*
*trippin' (v) the experience produced by taking a hallucinogenic drug
Sunday, April 19, 2009
I realized that about 5 posts ago I had my 200 post. Merry Postmas!!
The Special Place by ~akiga on deviantART
Felix and Quail, those two little werewolf buddies. I need to get a scanner pretty soon... Or get the one that my dad owns hooked up...because that would be kick ass. Felix is the blone one in the semi-back and Quail is the one who's reaching for his special place in the red and black. Is there any reason you felt like gaurding down there, Quail...and why you have a totally pedophile-worthy grin on your face again...? (see [link])
I want Quail's pretty hair. I wish to accomplish a half up of that magnitude with my own tresses. And I was too lazy to color the rest of his pants. So he doesn't have lamespice black pants; he gets to be a mime for a while. But seriously. Look how much taller he is than Felix. Or maybe that's just the crappy perspective...Probably the crappy perspective.
Speaking of hair...I think that every bi guy should have pretty blonde locks like Felix. And I'm not talking about platinum blonde; I'm talking about actual blonde hair. That you can actually look at without burning your eyes out with. But he looks so confident...not like his brother's going to rape him {again} or anything. *snort*. Quiet you!
And then there's the whole, Where did Felix's foot go!?! Seriously, that kid is losing appendages everywhere. No wonder he's so nervous. Where did mah arm go!? Oh, Jack ate it. Goddammit!
I honestly love your hair, Quail *must touch*. Maybe you should become a doctor...and they you get to be like House...and then I can touch your pretty hair while your give me a check up and hopefully not kill me. I'll also bring a picture of Felix; he cant touch your pretty hair too. You can make people pay to touch your pretty hair. Honestly. You could make a fotune off of your head *must touch hair*...
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Consider Yuki!
I was thinking the other day how lonely Yuki must be when she's the only one in the house...and she's twenty one and has never once had a boyfriend...I always feel really bad for her (because yours truly is considerably younger than Yuki and has a boyfriend) and she's really awkward around guys; she tends to get really clumsy and mixes up her words and all that shit. Sucks for her, seriously...
For a while I did consider Yuki and Bshir (my hero...) for a long time (I shudder at the thought now) but it didn't work out when I ended up bringing in the Irish pack... So that didn't work. And then I considered Quail and Yuki together for a time (beggars can't be choosers...I suppose...) but when I made Quail insane, he kind of took everyone with him, and Yuki can't go crazy...So no love for Quail and Yuki...even when they both have blonde hair...kind of. And for about twenty seconds it was Yuki and Laurent...I still laugh myself to sleep at those possibilities. *giggle*
Right now, Yuki is single. It wouldn't hurt to hope that she's lesbian, would it? They again, who would she date that's female? Thana? No, wait, Jasper has Thana. God-dammit, I'm a bad matchmaker *hits head on the desk*.
Maybe I could put Yuki and Brian together? Brian is a choroniclly ill Irish werewolf. No, wait, she really hates Brian. But Jasper really hated Thana...fora long time. So maybe that would work out. I keep thinking I should go all Twilight on her and match her up with Doctor Charlisle (pretty sure I misspelled his name) Cullen... Something like that...Even when he's hundreds of years older than she is. Dammit *throws paper into trashcan with doodle of Charlisle and Yuki*. STOP BEING SO HARD TO MATCH UP, DAMMIT YUKI!!
For a while I did consider Yuki and Bshir (my hero...) for a long time (I shudder at the thought now) but it didn't work out when I ended up bringing in the Irish pack... So that didn't work. And then I considered Quail and Yuki together for a time (beggars can't be choosers...I suppose...) but when I made Quail insane, he kind of took everyone with him, and Yuki can't go crazy...So no love for Quail and Yuki...even when they both have blonde hair...kind of. And for about twenty seconds it was Yuki and Laurent...I still laugh myself to sleep at those possibilities. *giggle*
Right now, Yuki is single. It wouldn't hurt to hope that she's lesbian, would it? They again, who would she date that's female? Thana? No, wait, Jasper has Thana. God-dammit, I'm a bad matchmaker *hits head on the desk*.
Maybe I could put Yuki and Brian together? Brian is a choroniclly ill Irish werewolf. No, wait, she really hates Brian. But Jasper really hated Thana...fora long time. So maybe that would work out. I keep thinking I should go all Twilight on her and match her up with Doctor Charlisle (pretty sure I misspelled his name) Cullen... Something like that...Even when he's hundreds of years older than she is. Dammit *throws paper into trashcan with doodle of Charlisle and Yuki*. STOP BEING SO HARD TO MATCH UP, DAMMIT YUKI!!
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Edward, you're coat smells like Heaven: Story questions
Q: What was the inspiration for Lycanthrope?
A: We had to write an entry in our notebooks on the first day of English class in my seventh year. Akira and Haru and Yuki were all born in my first week of school. I kept telling myself it wouldn’t become a story, and yet I started writing more and more...and eventually I started typing it and I never stopped.
Do you think that Quail is truly evil, or is there good in him? Explain.
Quail is not truly evil; he does have good things about him. Umm...he’s a protective brother, and he really did love {his brother} Felix. He was a little insensitive, but Quail felt like it was his life’s duty to avenge his brother’s death, and he really hated Akira. The fact remains that she was treated like a normal person for killing people, and he was treated like a monster for trying his best to fit in with normal society. He just didn’t feel that it was fair and he wanted so much to be just normal.
So in a way, Akira created her own enemy.
I wouldn’t call them enemies, strictly, but yes.
What’s your favorite couple and why?
Laurent and Molly, hands down. Why? Because I adore the idea of them not caring whether they’re so different in age because they love each other and nothing stands in the way of that.
Least favorite couple and why?
Ick; Yuki and Bshir. I despise that couple so much. There’s no discriminate reason; I just really hate them together.
Who’s your favorite character?
It’s a tossup between a few; Jasper, Bshir and Molly. And Tess. Me likey da Tess.
If you like Tess so much, why kill her off?
*said with a perfectly straight face* I have obsessive-compulsive disorder with killing my characters, particularly the ones I really like. No, I kid. I have no idea why I keep killing my characters. Maybe it’s because I just want to introduce so many more and I don’t want to confuse people with too many characters. Maybe that’s why.
Do you find Bshir attractive enough to date?
Yes. Yes I do. Does it disturb me that I’m literally in love with my own character? Not in the least.
Do you have any unusual talents?
Oh, I don’t know. I can wiggle my eyes. And I can roll them back into my head without using my hands to keep my eyelids open. And I can usually make anyone laugh, even when I’m trying to be serious. Does that count?
What’s a habit of yours?
I poke my tongue against the inside of my cheek quite a bit, and I usually wear a lot of layers.
What’s something you have with you, always?
With the exception of swimming and bathing, I always have my necklace and a hair tie with me. I have no idea why, I just do.
How did you come up with Jasper’s character?
In a way, Jasper is how I imagine a male version of me. He was originally supposed to be one of the bad guys; a human caught by the lycanthrope pack in the mountains and bound to do their biddings in a fear of his life. Later, I figured that I didn’t like that character and made him Molly’s imaginary friend. I thought for a while that he’d be her older brother, but that didn’t exactly cover all the things he felt for her, so he became a part of her mind. I have no idea how he came to life; I’m betting on forces of evil. *laughs maniacally* No, I’m totally kidding. I think that he came to life because Molly truly needed someone, and he just ended up being that someone that she really needed.
Would you say that Jasper is happier as an imaginary friend or human?
As a friend, he is insensitive to emotions such as anger and joy and love and happiness at first, but when Molly starts being with the others—Laurent and Akira and friends—she began opening up, and so did Jasper. He became more susceptible to become jealous and happy for Molly. He’s this vessel of service and shelter to Molly as a friend.
Then again, as a human, he’s much more in control of what he does with himself. He becomes his own person and shows people his true colors. So I guess the answer to that is that both forms are okay with him.
Do you feel sorry for any of your characters?
I really do pity Quail. I feel sorry for him because:
1.He loses his brother and parents
2.He’s constantly plagued by his own madness
3.He’s constantly plagued by an overbearing Jack
4.He was the only lycanthrope who didn’t have a somewhat happy ending in the end
5.He can’t help that he wants Akira dead; he just craves her death because he’s like that
6. His parents hated him
7. He bit and transformed his brother on accident, mentally scaring Felix forever.
8.He doesn’t have any friends or family to turn to
9. He is physically unable to cry
10.He’s tortured with guilt
So would you say that you like Quail?
Not exactly. I feel for him, but I wouldn’t say that I actually like his character because he’s a distrustful, lying, murdering jerk. But he has his problems, which makes him a realistic (other than the whole werewolf thing) enemy. I cannot stand the people who are ‘tortured by their own dark intelligence’ or who’re ‘bent on revenge’.
Isn’t Quail bent on revenge?
Yes and no. He does want revenge, but that’s only because he doesn’t have anything else to live for. He thinks he was born to kill people, because that’s how he was raised, and to hate humans, because that’s what he was taught to do by Jack. But he truly is angry because Akira killed his brother, and he can never forgive her for that.
On the subject of Jack, how do you feel about him; is he truly evil, or does he have a crumble of good in him?
I think Jack is a twisted, insane, bitter, alone little man (not really little...). But he does have good in him. There are some really bad people out there, and he’s not one of them, but he’s in the top ten list of ‘PEOPLE WHO ALMOST MADE THE TRULY EVIL VILLANS LIST’.
Gazini?
Gazini is a very good character. He does have some bad in him, but so does Laurent, and I’m not holding it against him at all.
So, do you think that you should forgive Jack and Quail?
Quail, yes; he doesn’t know any better than to do what Jack tells him because since he was very young, he was always shunned and such, and Jack was the only one who mentored him and gave him home that he’d ever be a normal person.
Jack, no; Jack is a lying, stealing, manipulation, rude, lewd, disgusting, horrible, depressing man and he’s the worse character that I think I’ve ever written about. I love writing his character, but I hate the character. Jack himself is really this ridiculously evil character who thinks that he knows everything when really he’s just trying to intimidate people into doing what he wants them to do.
Tell us the main differences between brothers, Quail and Felix.
Quail is this...power-hungry, crazy big guy. He, in the beginning, had it all together and he got away with everything, and he was holding all the chips and he had the winning cards and all that. But when things started slipping out of his grasp and he began to lose control over the situation and all, he didn’t have another plan to fall back on and he became very disturbed and very jittery and eventually drove himself insane when things didn’t work the way he expected them to.
Felix, on the other hand, is this crazy, neurotic, freaked-out, hurt little man, and he really doesn’t have a mind to think with. He doesn’t know how to work for himself because the only thing he’s raised with was being bossed around. He’s never been confronted with real, true love, because his parents never gave it to him. Quail was the only one who saw some true potential in him. He finally found some relief from all of this fighting in his death, and he really embraced it.
Is there any sexual tension between Felix and Quail before Felix’s death?
No, none.
A: We had to write an entry in our notebooks on the first day of English class in my seventh year. Akira and Haru and Yuki were all born in my first week of school. I kept telling myself it wouldn’t become a story, and yet I started writing more and more...and eventually I started typing it and I never stopped.
Do you think that Quail is truly evil, or is there good in him? Explain.
Quail is not truly evil; he does have good things about him. Umm...he’s a protective brother, and he really did love {his brother} Felix. He was a little insensitive, but Quail felt like it was his life’s duty to avenge his brother’s death, and he really hated Akira. The fact remains that she was treated like a normal person for killing people, and he was treated like a monster for trying his best to fit in with normal society. He just didn’t feel that it was fair and he wanted so much to be just normal.
So in a way, Akira created her own enemy.
I wouldn’t call them enemies, strictly, but yes.
What’s your favorite couple and why?
Laurent and Molly, hands down. Why? Because I adore the idea of them not caring whether they’re so different in age because they love each other and nothing stands in the way of that.
Least favorite couple and why?
Ick; Yuki and Bshir. I despise that couple so much. There’s no discriminate reason; I just really hate them together.
Who’s your favorite character?
It’s a tossup between a few; Jasper, Bshir and Molly. And Tess. Me likey da Tess.
If you like Tess so much, why kill her off?
*said with a perfectly straight face* I have obsessive-compulsive disorder with killing my characters, particularly the ones I really like. No, I kid. I have no idea why I keep killing my characters. Maybe it’s because I just want to introduce so many more and I don’t want to confuse people with too many characters. Maybe that’s why.
Do you find Bshir attractive enough to date?
Yes. Yes I do. Does it disturb me that I’m literally in love with my own character? Not in the least.
Do you have any unusual talents?
Oh, I don’t know. I can wiggle my eyes. And I can roll them back into my head without using my hands to keep my eyelids open. And I can usually make anyone laugh, even when I’m trying to be serious. Does that count?
What’s a habit of yours?
I poke my tongue against the inside of my cheek quite a bit, and I usually wear a lot of layers.
What’s something you have with you, always?
With the exception of swimming and bathing, I always have my necklace and a hair tie with me. I have no idea why, I just do.
How did you come up with Jasper’s character?
In a way, Jasper is how I imagine a male version of me. He was originally supposed to be one of the bad guys; a human caught by the lycanthrope pack in the mountains and bound to do their biddings in a fear of his life. Later, I figured that I didn’t like that character and made him Molly’s imaginary friend. I thought for a while that he’d be her older brother, but that didn’t exactly cover all the things he felt for her, so he became a part of her mind. I have no idea how he came to life; I’m betting on forces of evil. *laughs maniacally* No, I’m totally kidding. I think that he came to life because Molly truly needed someone, and he just ended up being that someone that she really needed.
Would you say that Jasper is happier as an imaginary friend or human?
As a friend, he is insensitive to emotions such as anger and joy and love and happiness at first, but when Molly starts being with the others—Laurent and Akira and friends—she began opening up, and so did Jasper. He became more susceptible to become jealous and happy for Molly. He’s this vessel of service and shelter to Molly as a friend.
Then again, as a human, he’s much more in control of what he does with himself. He becomes his own person and shows people his true colors. So I guess the answer to that is that both forms are okay with him.
Do you feel sorry for any of your characters?
I really do pity Quail. I feel sorry for him because:
1.He loses his brother and parents
2.He’s constantly plagued by his own madness
3.He’s constantly plagued by an overbearing Jack
4.He was the only lycanthrope who didn’t have a somewhat happy ending in the end
5.He can’t help that he wants Akira dead; he just craves her death because he’s like that
6. His parents hated him
7. He bit and transformed his brother on accident, mentally scaring Felix forever.
8.He doesn’t have any friends or family to turn to
9. He is physically unable to cry
10.He’s tortured with guilt
So would you say that you like Quail?
Not exactly. I feel for him, but I wouldn’t say that I actually like his character because he’s a distrustful, lying, murdering jerk. But he has his problems, which makes him a realistic (other than the whole werewolf thing) enemy. I cannot stand the people who are ‘tortured by their own dark intelligence’ or who’re ‘bent on revenge’.
Isn’t Quail bent on revenge?
Yes and no. He does want revenge, but that’s only because he doesn’t have anything else to live for. He thinks he was born to kill people, because that’s how he was raised, and to hate humans, because that’s what he was taught to do by Jack. But he truly is angry because Akira killed his brother, and he can never forgive her for that.
On the subject of Jack, how do you feel about him; is he truly evil, or does he have a crumble of good in him?
I think Jack is a twisted, insane, bitter, alone little man (not really little...). But he does have good in him. There are some really bad people out there, and he’s not one of them, but he’s in the top ten list of ‘PEOPLE WHO ALMOST MADE THE TRULY EVIL VILLANS LIST’.
Gazini?
Gazini is a very good character. He does have some bad in him, but so does Laurent, and I’m not holding it against him at all.
So, do you think that you should forgive Jack and Quail?
Quail, yes; he doesn’t know any better than to do what Jack tells him because since he was very young, he was always shunned and such, and Jack was the only one who mentored him and gave him home that he’d ever be a normal person.
Jack, no; Jack is a lying, stealing, manipulation, rude, lewd, disgusting, horrible, depressing man and he’s the worse character that I think I’ve ever written about. I love writing his character, but I hate the character. Jack himself is really this ridiculously evil character who thinks that he knows everything when really he’s just trying to intimidate people into doing what he wants them to do.
Tell us the main differences between brothers, Quail and Felix.
Quail is this...power-hungry, crazy big guy. He, in the beginning, had it all together and he got away with everything, and he was holding all the chips and he had the winning cards and all that. But when things started slipping out of his grasp and he began to lose control over the situation and all, he didn’t have another plan to fall back on and he became very disturbed and very jittery and eventually drove himself insane when things didn’t work the way he expected them to.
Felix, on the other hand, is this crazy, neurotic, freaked-out, hurt little man, and he really doesn’t have a mind to think with. He doesn’t know how to work for himself because the only thing he’s raised with was being bossed around. He’s never been confronted with real, true love, because his parents never gave it to him. Quail was the only one who saw some true potential in him. He finally found some relief from all of this fighting in his death, and he really embraced it.
Is there any sexual tension between Felix and Quail before Felix’s death?
No, none.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Bshir
Bshir is my hero. I love him so much. I want to hug him. But he'd probably kill me. In which case I would be dead. But ja. Dead=bad.
Clint was sick today. I'll cry now.
Clint was sick today. I'll cry now.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Beautiful Bella Picture...finally
I know lots of people have been wondering whom Bella is (no pot-head Kristen) is. So here she is in all her beautifulness; I adore her in the most unlesbianish way possible. But I never asked her if I could put her picture on the net..so I'm probably in trouble. She's so pretty. And if you say she's not pretty...you're blind. Blind and stupid. Blind and stupid and an idiot in every way, shape and form. And so you therefore fail in life. I laugh at you. Failures
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Hungry
I feel really hungry right now, for no particular reason. I mean, I woke up a while ago and I felt like I needed to eat something, but now it kind of hurts. *dies of starvation*
I'm a zombie now.
I'm a zombie now.
Friday, April 10, 2009
Tired
Is dead. I dreamt of Bella last night; I had no idea why. But she gave me a big hug and she smell like smoked bacon...it made me hungry, but I miss her...and she was wearing her big yellow Christmas dress and black coat/trench coat/cape thing. And she smelled nice. But us werewolves notice that, ja? I have no idea. Sorry for freaking you out, Bella. But if it's not Quail in my dreams, it's one of my friends...or I'm not dreaming at all. I like Quail...but he's kind of creepy in a pedophile-like way. So I'd rather have you in my dreams that him. Even though I love him. I love you too...in the most unlesbianish way possible. Cheers. Cherrios. I don't really know anymore. I've lost my mind/
Monday, April 6, 2009
Bellaness
My Bella (the cool one that's not played by pot-head Kristen) said that I can't make fun of pot head Kristen anymore. Sorry, pot-head Kristen.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Making fun of Spiderman
Spidy senses; TINGLING! I wonder where they tingle? *current experiencing naughty thoughts*
What do I think about Twilight?
I've gotten questions about the series Twilight. Here are the FAQ of Twilight to me from...everyone...
Q: Team Jacob or Team Edward?
A: Neither; Team Nomad. I dislike both teams because I don't agree with any of the things they decide to do.
Bella and Jake or Bella and Edward.
Neither. I don't think that Bella knows exactly how to treat a friend (Jacob Black) and how to treat a lover (Edward Cullen). Even after Jacob basically sexually assaults Bella in Eclipse, she decides just then that it's a good idea to think she loves him. S. Meyer should know that a woman is none too pleased at being sexually assaulted, and we don't think we love the assaulter.
Explain.
In New Moon, Bella treats Jacob as a second Edward because she's obsessed with Eddy-poo and she thinks that she needs him in her life to survive. She has known him for half a year and has been dating him for less, so there's no reason to kill yourself because he left. True love or not; that isn't love, it's an obsession. Helpful Jacob helped Bella from killing herself, so I don't know why everyone hates him...? What I'm trying to say is that I don't think Bella quite knows how to distinguish appropriate affection for friends, and appropriate affection for boyfriends. I think she is just really naive
What do you think about the werewolves and vampires.
It's common knowledge that vampires and werewolves are not peachy with each other, but how she writes it is stupid; as if they always have to eat each other. I know people who smell like shit and I still get along with them.
Bella and Edward getting married?
At 18? I think not.
How do you feel about imprinting?
I have mixed feelings about imprinting. I mean, it is pretty cool to wake up one day, decide to go to the grocery store for some chocolate milk, and then BAM! You see the girl you are destined to be with, cleaning up puke in aisle 3. It wouldn't take my work. It would be easy. And you would be sooooo in love. On the flip side, I think imprinting sucks. There is no agency. No deciding who you want to be with. Ok, I decided I don't like imprinting.
How do you feel about Sam.
Well...I don't like Edward...And I don't like Renesmee...but I don't like how he tries to stop it all. technically, Edward isn't creating a whole new vampire because Renesmee is half human. So such it, Samuel, sit down and shut up.
How do you feel about the actors in the movie.
They shouldn't have chosen Kristen Stewart for Bella; she's monotonous and boring. I fell asleep sometimes when she was monologuing. And threw up a bit in my mouth every time she and Eddy-poo kissed.
What about Robert Patterson? Was he the correct match for Eddy-poo?
Spot on...other than the whole DRUGGIE part of him.
Why do you support Laurent?
I've said it once and I'll say it again; Laurent was unjustly persecuted. He was trying to survive like a normal vampire. he even said that it was nothing personal against Bella for trying to kill her; he was just thirsty/hungry and was acting like a normal vampire should act when faced with a human, helpless and unsuspecting. And I really hate Book Bella.
Why hate Bella?
Bella is stupid. No one likes her. She's a whiner. Bella is extremely whiny. She chooses to put herself in Forks, and yet she insists on being miserable about it. She whines like a ninny on her first day just because Edward looked at her funny, and he wanted to switch Biology periods. So what? Give it over. If a guy looked at me funny like that, I wouldn't find him worth it! She's a literal doormat. Even though she met nice people on her first day of school, she herself decided to make her first day miserable. No one made her first day miserable. She chose to make her first day miserable with her pathetic, whiny attitude.
Do you have anything against Edward?
Let me explain in a rant: Everyone is like, “SQUEEEEE EDDY-KINS IS SO HAWT!!’ No. Eddy-kins is not hawt, nor is he even attractive. He’s a vampire; you should get that through your skulls. Bella shouldn't have gotten pregnant with 107 plus-year-old sperm. It doesn't work like that. Almost everything that is 107-year old can’t be used anymore, or it otherwise crumbles when you try to use it. Are you picking up what I’m putting down? Where’s Edward’s fangs?
What do you think about Jacob's impirinting on Nessie?
I think it's cute but in creates unneeded drama; there's no reason for it have happened except to drive a wedge between Bella and Jacob and make Jacob more hated. And I see you used the adoring nickname, which Bella takes offense in. It's like she cares more about Nessie's name than her own life; Bella reacts perfectly calmly to Edward returning after ‘ruining her life’ in New Moon, but she overreacts when Jake says he imprints on Nessie. Serious complex here.
I see. So it's more of a hatred of Bella than of the book in general.
The ideas and characters of the story are good, but it's the way that she lays them out that's bad. If it was from Jasper's point of view...it might be different.
Why?
Bella comments mostly about Edward's appearance and how hot he is and how he flaunts, and is always thinking about having sex with him, which is not right.
Signing off...because I'm bored now.
Q: Team Jacob or Team Edward?
A: Neither; Team Nomad. I dislike both teams because I don't agree with any of the things they decide to do.
Bella and Jake or Bella and Edward.
Neither. I don't think that Bella knows exactly how to treat a friend (Jacob Black) and how to treat a lover (Edward Cullen). Even after Jacob basically sexually assaults Bella in Eclipse, she decides just then that it's a good idea to think she loves him. S. Meyer should know that a woman is none too pleased at being sexually assaulted, and we don't think we love the assaulter.
Explain.
In New Moon, Bella treats Jacob as a second Edward because she's obsessed with Eddy-poo and she thinks that she needs him in her life to survive. She has known him for half a year and has been dating him for less, so there's no reason to kill yourself because he left. True love or not; that isn't love, it's an obsession. Helpful Jacob helped Bella from killing herself, so I don't know why everyone hates him...? What I'm trying to say is that I don't think Bella quite knows how to distinguish appropriate affection for friends, and appropriate affection for boyfriends. I think she is just really naive
What do you think about the werewolves and vampires.
It's common knowledge that vampires and werewolves are not peachy with each other, but how she writes it is stupid; as if they always have to eat each other. I know people who smell like shit and I still get along with them.
Bella and Edward getting married?
At 18? I think not.
How do you feel about imprinting?
I have mixed feelings about imprinting. I mean, it is pretty cool to wake up one day, decide to go to the grocery store for some chocolate milk, and then BAM! You see the girl you are destined to be with, cleaning up puke in aisle 3. It wouldn't take my work. It would be easy. And you would be sooooo in love. On the flip side, I think imprinting sucks. There is no agency. No deciding who you want to be with. Ok, I decided I don't like imprinting.
How do you feel about Sam.
Well...I don't like Edward...And I don't like Renesmee...but I don't like how he tries to stop it all. technically, Edward isn't creating a whole new vampire because Renesmee is half human. So such it, Samuel, sit down and shut up.
How do you feel about the actors in the movie.
They shouldn't have chosen Kristen Stewart for Bella; she's monotonous and boring. I fell asleep sometimes when she was monologuing. And threw up a bit in my mouth every time she and Eddy-poo kissed.
What about Robert Patterson? Was he the correct match for Eddy-poo?
Spot on...other than the whole DRUGGIE part of him.
Why do you support Laurent?
I've said it once and I'll say it again; Laurent was unjustly persecuted. He was trying to survive like a normal vampire. he even said that it was nothing personal against Bella for trying to kill her; he was just thirsty/hungry and was acting like a normal vampire should act when faced with a human, helpless and unsuspecting. And I really hate Book Bella.
Why hate Bella?
Bella is stupid. No one likes her. She's a whiner. Bella is extremely whiny. She chooses to put herself in Forks, and yet she insists on being miserable about it. She whines like a ninny on her first day just because Edward looked at her funny, and he wanted to switch Biology periods. So what? Give it over. If a guy looked at me funny like that, I wouldn't find him worth it! She's a literal doormat. Even though she met nice people on her first day of school, she herself decided to make her first day miserable. No one made her first day miserable. She chose to make her first day miserable with her pathetic, whiny attitude.
Do you have anything against Edward?
Let me explain in a rant: Everyone is like, “SQUEEEEE EDDY-KINS IS SO HAWT!!’ No. Eddy-kins is not hawt, nor is he even attractive. He’s a vampire; you should get that through your skulls. Bella shouldn't have gotten pregnant with 107 plus-year-old sperm. It doesn't work like that. Almost everything that is 107-year old can’t be used anymore, or it otherwise crumbles when you try to use it. Are you picking up what I’m putting down? Where’s Edward’s fangs?
What do you think about Jacob's impirinting on Nessie?
I think it's cute but in creates unneeded drama; there's no reason for it have happened except to drive a wedge between Bella and Jacob and make Jacob more hated. And I see you used the adoring nickname, which Bella takes offense in. It's like she cares more about Nessie's name than her own life; Bella reacts perfectly calmly to Edward returning after ‘ruining her life’ in New Moon, but she overreacts when Jake says he imprints on Nessie. Serious complex here.
I see. So it's more of a hatred of Bella than of the book in general.
The ideas and characters of the story are good, but it's the way that she lays them out that's bad. If it was from Jasper's point of view...it might be different.
Why?
Bella comments mostly about Edward's appearance and how hot he is and how he flaunts, and is always thinking about having sex with him, which is not right.
Signing off...because I'm bored now.
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